090109 - 090110

Its been a year since I met her again after a long pause of three years

it was a long time. but hey Im glad everything turned out this way

who wouldve thought. me and her? together?

I know Ive been keeping this tiny little feeling of hope

in me. wishing somehow that maybe I can be with her someday.

but it never came to me that it will happen someday :)

Im grateful to god. Im thankful

Im glad. that whichever path He layed down for me

whichever road I took.

Led me to you

I know I can be complicated

I can be frustrating, I can be unreasonable,

I can be stubborn. A year it has and you've seen the bad and good of me

I'm sorry dear for ever hurting you

I'm sorry dear for ever making you worry

I'm sorry dear for making you cry

I'm sorry for everything wrong I've done to you

I'm flawed in every single way

I'm careless

I am truly sorry dear

I know one thing's for sure

hurting you, was never my target

disappointing you was never my aim

and definitely pushing you away was never in my mind

I want you every day

I need you every single second

I miss you even when you're right in front of me

because I know at the end of the day

I have to say goodbye

but all of that makes me longing for you more

happy one year anniversary

Im looking forward for what this year and

coming year has to offer :)

wishing us the best

I hope that time will make us even more

stronger, caring, appreciate, trusting,

and loving towards each other

I love you

and I hope you'll love me too

through thick and thin :)