today is a gift. its a present

today as is now.
its a gift. a present.
thats why its called present
know this

whatever happened in the past
theyre not important to me
Ive made mistakes
Ive chosen the wrong route

but today
not anymore
I know where Im heading
I know what I want

YOU
you dear yes you
I love you
and youre the most important person to me
youre my gift
youre my present
I cherish every moment with you
and I really do need you

a great gift one could ever have

youve given me so much dear

youve always managed to surprise me

thank you dear for that lovely picture

for capturing all the essence that is me

I dont know how to thank you enough

but the least I can do to show you my appreciation

is by letting the world (or is it just you and me) know

how wonderful of a person you are

through this blog (yg jarang skali di update)

and regarding to the tajuk of this post

the gift I mentioned was not this drawing

the gift is you dear :)
god gave me the best gift of my life
He gave me the chance...
to be with you
to know you
to share with you
to love you

youre the greatest gift I could ever have

youre the greatest person in my life

and I thank you

and Im sorry

for all the..
trouble

anger

sadness

frustation

Ive ever caused you

Im really sorry

but..

I love you

I miss you

and I need you dear

forgive me..

090109 - 090110

Its been a year since I met her again after a long pause of three years

it was a long time. but hey Im glad everything turned out this way

who wouldve thought. me and her? together?

I know Ive been keeping this tiny little feeling of hope

in me. wishing somehow that maybe I can be with her someday.

but it never came to me that it will happen someday :)

Im grateful to god. Im thankful

Im glad. that whichever path He layed down for me

whichever road I took.

Led me to you

I know I can be complicated

I can be frustrating, I can be unreasonable,

I can be stubborn. A year it has and you've seen the bad and good of me

I'm sorry dear for ever hurting you

I'm sorry dear for ever making you worry

I'm sorry dear for making you cry

I'm sorry for everything wrong I've done to you

I'm flawed in every single way

I'm careless

I am truly sorry dear

I know one thing's for sure

hurting you, was never my target

disappointing you was never my aim

and definitely pushing you away was never in my mind

I want you every day

I need you every single second

I miss you even when you're right in front of me

because I know at the end of the day

I have to say goodbye

but all of that makes me longing for you more

happy one year anniversary

Im looking forward for what this year and

coming year has to offer :)

wishing us the best

I hope that time will make us even more

stronger, caring, appreciate, trusting,

and loving towards each other

I love you

and I hope you'll love me too

through thick and thin :)

huh!

ye shaz. tgk ni update k! haa tgk! tgk!
new layout tp byk laa nk kne edit!
pening2 haha

ok nk crite skit. update penting ni :D

my new year resolution!
yeah!
here goes

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to syg garlic more and more with each passing seconds :)

will be posting pic later as this is not my computer :)

yg kne tag syazrin syahid..tp knapa ojoi yg bwatkn?? :-? mysterious ni XD

so here goes the tag :-

1) sekolah mana lg besh? menengah ke rendah?
sjak bile lak skola itu best?! XD

2) apakah makanan kat kantin yg korang xleh lupa?
oh burger slipa! nyanyam! sedapnye sehingga mencaci maki~ hehe! macik kantin sile jgn overcook itu burger next time!

3) subjek yg korang suka dan benci. ngape?
suke = subjek rehat
sederhana suke = subjek masak2 hehe XD
benci = slaen dr subjek rehat


4) denda yg paling trok korang penah kena dan knape?
haa.sebat di ass-et (yg ntah dimana) sbb pengawas surau kate ak maen2 time smayang! mane de!! cikgu..saye x...zass~...ok sy berslh =P XD
ap lg eh?? :-? berdiri ats meja sbb kelas bising sgt smpai cikgu disiplin jd bola2 api >=) mohoho!
name je kelas top.tp perangai mcm tooot~ (lucah sgt harap maklum =P)

5) pilih 1 hari yang paling bosan dalam sekolah
hari2 hahaha.amo gi skola.nk tito kt umah! argh! busannye bgn pagi bgn pagi bgn pagi.
pagi je kne bgn.kne bgn je pagi.haish! fedap i tell you fedap! hahaha XD

6) cikgu feveret korang?
puan hamidah (cikgu add math).fave oh gi tusyen die.fave student la katekn~ hehhee
and juge cikgu2 yg msk kelas xpnah tanye homework (korg mmg terbaek~) hehehe =P

7) brg yg korang xpnh tgl ms g skolah, slain dr pen, buku, pnsil case, etc
dompet.byk oo kad2 nama dlm tu.hahaha oh ad sikat 50sen beli kt kdai runcit XD time tu belah tgh baek pnya.amek center.stroke sikat smpai ujung pale.ok belah! kiri dlu pastu kanan.center x center x?line tgh terbaek x?yeah! hensem! tuih!pengaruh bsb aa ni!

8) perasaan korg ms nk tnjukkan report card kat parents?
hurm2.cane eh.ok kot.hehe xda problem rasanya ;) tp nk tunjuk bio ngn fizik pnya result cuak2 gak la =P agama pn :-$

9) pernah jeles bila member dpt markah tinggi? apa korang buat?
xheran pn.xpe xpe.korg mmg pndai.sy biasa2 je >=) (wei bdk tu parking beskal die ktne eh? ak ingat nk ptg anta kdai besi buruk la >=P)

10) jawatan plg besar pnh korg pgg ms skolah?
haaa jawatan sy ialah murid plg low profile =D
oh and ad gak haa! ketua kelas!! yeah!! (slame sehari XD)

11) rndu tak nak blk skolah smula?
hurm2 :-? hurm2 :-? kenkdg rase cm rindu tp bile teringat blk burger sliper tuh! wek! xhingin! hahaha XD

to my precious saidatul syazwani

I love you so much! <= merah ;) matching =D

nak gak wat iklan ;)

it's been a while since i last updated my blog.
and i mean its really really really been a while =P
sorry dear.i promise to update my blog frequently after 11june =)
i,,,, (pinky swear) ;)

so here goes my next post
im kinda in a pinch right now =( final presentation (internship) is coming next thurs
and i need to finish up my weekly reportS <--like 10weeks?? omg im doomed =( tp xpa! i got supports from sai (my precious ;) =D syg baby )
oh my department ad trainee baru =D
indian guy (very tall and 25) bdn die besa O.O ni betol besa (like tegap)
eh korang yg bace ni jgn ingat ak gay plak! huh!
his name's thayalan? like tha-ya-lan.haha
the first day he came in kn

Situasi 1 :

T:hye bebeh ;)
H:oh hello (shake hands)
T:im thailand
H:oh forener?
T:no thailand.
H:konpem la forener
T:bkn la dey.tha-ya-lan
H:laa wat name ang unik mapuh?
T:well~

Legends : H=hensem T=thailand

XD hehehe =P will be editing this post later ;)
wait aa wait aa.so many to tell but so little time =)